Why can’t I just belong?

I don’t belong in this world. I feel like I’m missing something, like i’m not like everyone else. Like I was born in the wrong time, and/or the wrong place. I feel like, deep inside I know, I don’t belong. I often think of just wanting to die and finally have it over with. However, I don’t have the pull to kill myself. I really wish I would just get hit by a bus or something. Honestly, mostly I wish I could become a vampire, I know what your thinking… and no. I’m not one of THOSE people.. I just wish I had the freedom. Not having to live in society, Not having to deal with all of my dysfunctional human body. And my pathetic little life. But to understand what I really want you would have to be familiar with the twilight BOOKS, the movies suck by the way. I want what bella has. Don’t bother telling me how pathetic and stupid I sound, I already know. Trust me. I already wish someone/something would just take me out.

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