waiting

I miss the way you would get really close to me and joke around about how you invade my personal space, we would share music and listen to it together while dancing with no coordination, how you always had a perfect song for me in any occasion, how your cheekbones were structured, they made you look so elegant, we would share stories of ourselves as children, we would smoke together and do other drugs because everything felt better when we were high, how i could tell you anything and you would always keep it a secret, i really miss how you would play with my hair and whenever your hands touched my body i felt an electric feeling yet i was very calm, and most of all I miss hanging around with you at lunch because now you just hang around with your boyfriend, you being straight, and me not. I am only settling for her because i could never have you.

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