I just read the story "Lied to and manipulated" and can relate to the feelings of that girl. My experience was similar at the beginning but as time went on I not only permitted it to continue but encouraged it. I am 33 now and this all happened from the time I was about 8 and continued until I was 20 years old. It was less frequent as I got older but I continued to let myself be manipulated and encouraged it. It became so pleasing to me I would willingly let myself be abused and soon desired it. As I got older I didn't think of it as abuse and think now that I was programed to enjoy it. Now that I am older I think maybe brain washed … Read entire article »