He befuddles me, screws with my head. I am a person of rationality and logic and around him, it goes all out the window. I've never had that happen before. It fascinates me and scares me at the same time because I don't know how to BE if I'm not logical and rational all the time. Here I am multitasking in my brain, thinking 50,000 things at once at every minute of the day but around him- just the very thought of him- it all stops. I'm totally in the moment. And I hardly know him. Nothing will come of this. It wouldn't be.... logical, it's too irrational and I'm really trying to change things in my life, put it on the right track. Besides- what do I REALLY know about … Read entire article »