i dont feel anything

March 11th, 2010

ok its like this when ever i see someone anyone all i feel is hate. i have nor respect for moral code or the law. also i spend alot of time each night on the internet laughing at pictures of dead people and babies wat ever is posted really. but i dont find anything disgusting ive seen images of kds gettin touched and raped/ murdered/ tortured/ suicide everything you can think of and none of this affects me in anyway… i think there is something wrong with me

Failed suicide

March 10th, 2010

I nearly died today. I got 400 ibrufopren. I threw up pink sick. My tummy hurts.

taking my life

March 10th, 2010

i think at least daily about committing suicide after my baby is born and has safely entered the world. i know i won’t end up doing it, but just thinking about it makes me a little calmer and saner, and able to cope…

Had sex with my roommate last night

March 9th, 2010

Now I can’t get her out of my mind.

im so scared

March 9th, 2010

im scared that you’ll leave if i let you know how jealous i am. You’ve given me no reason to be but other have in the past. I love you. And Its in my nature to try and run from you. Run from love. I love you and I never wanted to be in love again. Its scary and i feel so vulnerable. I love you baby. I hope someday you will understand

Deep down I don’t love myself

March 9th, 2010

Deep down I don’t love myself but on the surface I do. It feels like hell criticizing my body everyday, my face everyday, not being able to look at pictures of myself. Im 18, on on the surface I know im skinny and pretty, but deep down i keep telling myself im not

My crush…on a woman?

March 6th, 2010

I’m a heterosexual high school girl, and I have the biggest crush on the choreographer of my high school’s spring musical. She’s young, exremely talented, and beautiful in every sense of the word.
Being one of the leads in the show, she’s always pulling me aside to teach me new things, and I always stammer and blush like an idiot. I can’t even help it.
I’ve never had feelings for another girl, and probably never will. But there’s something about her that makes me crazy.
She’s amazing, and will never know that I think she is. However, I’m enjoying the time I have with her…even if she does make me go weak at the knees.
Lia, you’re beautiful (Even when your hair’s a mess, and you’re dancing around in ratty sweats.) :)
-Anonymous

qtp.

March 6th, 2010

i really like you; i might even love you. but it isn’t possible, it can’t happen. and that sucks.


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