My brain is losing this one…

I'm in love with this guy. He's the most beautiful man I've ever seen, and I love talking with him. I want nothing more than to be able to talk with him for hours with no one else around. Sometimes I catch him checking me out, and it makes me feel sexy. I check him out too when he's not looking. Sometimes the tension between us is really high, and sometimes it's not. One day he almost threw himself at me when I bent over to pick something up. No one's ever looked at me like that.

The problem is that we're both with other people. If I ever got with him, I would want it to be normal. I wouldn't want it to be an affair, but sometimes I think that is exactly what is going to happen. I don't want to hurt anyone.

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