My answer

I'm not sure that you are the right for me nor if I’m right for you.

Do you honestly think that we are right for each other? Think about it before you answer.

I really did at some point. I really wanted it to work. And I put so much effort into it; I really thought I did fairly well for my first try. I can say that those few weeks were some of the best times for me, because I had someone I could truly care about. And even though you shuddered every time I said it, I did in some small way begin to love and adore you.

But then you constantly tore my heart out. Everything seemed to be my fault; everything bad was blamed on me. And for what? because you had such terrible doubts about your past suitors? Was it because I might have been the first nice guy to come along your way, because I actually enjoyed your company and did not want you for sex?

And yet when I think back on it, I always wonder what I could have done in those tense situations, what if I hadn’t made that comment that night? What if I hadn’t gotten angry? What if I hadn’t acted so harshly later? Would that have changed anything? Would I still be with you to this day? Would I still be happy?

Or would you have pushed me even further away? Would you have blamed me more on anything and everything? Would you have made me even more miserable?
I DON’T KNOW

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