Luna

I really love you. I have never felt this way for anyone ever before. And, I am scared. I wish I could tell you, but you are dating someone else right now, and it pains me to see you with him every day. How you leave class for nearly half and hour to go to the "bathroom" kills me a little inside. I dated other people to get you off my mind, but that didn't help at all. Every night I just lay in bed and stare at the ceiling and think of how it would be if we were together. It would be so natural, like breathing. I love how you play with my hair, and how you would glide your fingers across my face, and the way seem so graceful in everything you do. I always wish you weren't with him, but I would never try to do anything to him and you, since you seem so happy with him. I was always able to keep my composure around you two, now I am not so sure. The day I lost my composure was when I saw you holding hands with him and I cried for hours because everything just felt so unfair. Everything I have gone through just to spend a bit more time with you and be around you.. and then suddenly he comes into the picture! I broke the number one "lezzy rule" I fell in love with a straight girl. And i know,.. that if i was a guy or if you were interested in girls as well.. we could be together forever.

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