Lonely and Jealous

I just feel so lonely. I wake up every day hoping it will be better than the last but by the time I go to sleep at night I'm just as lonely as I was the day before. I get so cold, so freezing for touch. And the sad part is I could have had it all.
I was talking to this guy and it was going somewhere. We were getting along really well. But i didn't tell my friend who knows him how I felt. And my friend took my vague comments to her to mean that I don't like him. And he moved on. And now he's the same way he was with me with my other best friend. Except more. And he won't even talk to me now. God, I feel so stupid.

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