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I’m a Christian, but…
I have daily thoughts of suicide. I'm 20 and have never had a boyfriend/kiss/date, and I'm so lonely I just want to die. Guys dont ask me out or talk to. It's not the hurt I cant take- it's my own weakness.
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Don’t kill yourself. Maybe a good dating service can help. Did you try a Christian dating service? The internet may have something, but I would try something local like a Christian dating service in your area. Maybe becoming a member of a fitness club will help you meet people and stay in shape. Make female friends if possible because they may know a guy that would be interested in you. Don’t kill yourself.
Hey sweetie,
It is nothing to be ashamed of to think of suicide even if you are a Christian. We are all still human and I think everyone gets to that lowest point sometimes where they consider ending it. But please don’t. Hang in there, and someone will come around before you know it and you will not feel so alone anymore. It’s amazing that there are 6 billion? or so people on the planet, yet we all feel alone at different points throughout our lives. It’s human nature. But I believe everyone has someone, and even when you feel that you don’t, being a Christian, just look to Christ. You can never be truly alone with Christ in your heart.
I felt weak until I found a best friend this year. I’ll be your friend.
Hang in there. Please remember that God gives you THIS life in His earthly world for a reason!
I feel the same way. I have a boyfriend who loves me, and a family who loves me, but no friends. And I am so alone now that I’m in a long distance relationship. I just spend my days at the computer, wondering what I should do to pass the time, because none of my friends ever returns my calls, or asks me to do anything. And I feel like a complete loser, and I wish I knew what I was doing wrong. I don’t want to be alone for the rest of my life. I live 18 storeys up and I think about jumping off my balcony a lot, and I think how it will hurt my boyfriend and my family, but at the same time, I think they’ll move on, because maybe they’ll realize that I wasn’t really that likeable, and they’ll forget about me. But I don’t know if I could really kill myself. Deep down I want to live, even if it means being alone and I have to keep hoping that things get better.