I still love him

We were together for 2 years. in our first year I did the worst thing I could ever possibly do, another guy kissed me and I didn't do anything about it. it affected him and I tried proving to him that I'm sorry and I love him. I was 16 and stupid. we recently broke up cuz he says he needs to heal. And he's also been acting really mean to me.I love him so much and I told him that I'm sorry, I really am. I don't want anyone else. he's the one for me. I don't want to let him go. He says he wants to but it might take him some time to heal I don't want my feelings to decrease for him throughout that time.. I want to show him that I love him so much and that I'm really sorry for what I did and that I'm a changed person. How can I?

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