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I feel so lonely
I've been so lonely, I just want someone to hold and to sleep with, not even nessisarily in a sexual way. But, I've been frustrated too; I can't seem to find anyone to have a relationship with. Sometimes I wonder if I should find someone nearby and try to hookup. Everything is so complicated now...
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I feel the same. And sometimes I cry to sleep. There’s nobody next to me and nobody in this country just to hug me at least…
I am lonely a lot, I battle whether, being alone is my fault…or just one of the things, I must overcome in order to meet someone. I am not perfect…sometimes I question if I must first find peace in my loneliness so that I can find someone esle…its so hard…I feel like crying right now.
i have somebody but i still feel lonely. It has to be something else in my case then:-(
standing alone in a relationship is as loney as one can get ,i mean if your partner is so wrong in her judgement towards your honest golden heart
it makes life dark cause being friends for 18 years must have opened her eyes
I just feel the same, so lonely and depressed. 26 years oll, had 3 relationship but then i still alone. I really need someone who I can share things with. I hate to be alone. Go to work from 8 and go back home untill 9. I just feel so tired and lonely!…….
You can share anything you want to with me littlewoman
well…..u should find out what did you make lonely.
like…… 4 example, if you are alone all the times, you can feel lonely. i was feel lonely when i went america and the first day of school…. i’m still lonely but i make a lot of friends !!! u can make friends and play with them . in my case i play computer game. and if u r not pretty, you should make you self pretty. i’m kinda popular cause they said that i’m fashionable. =_=;;; whatever. don’t give up
To me I feel like i have had the worst 12 months of my life. am older I guess 40. My mum died suddenly then 4 weeks after that my partner of almost 4 years decided to walk out. I know what kind of a friend was he to do that to me when I really needed a friend. But I guess when is the right time. To cap it off he then decided to hook up with his ex before me that basically he told me he hated. So I had to deal with 2 losses then this in my face. I have tried twice to die. I feel like the lonliest person in the world. I have no one to speak to , no one to listen and no one to help. I feel strong just gettin thru the day. But every night I cry myself to sleep and feel like I go thru the motions I have kids, they are good and I guess they are the only reason I am here today. But I struggle every day
Hi,
I am having a bad time (and i mean hell) in my relationship. part of it is my fault. i cant concentrate or study. i searched depressed and lonely on google and came across this. i am not alone
. well then i realise at least i have a job/ work. i can support my self. i have a roof above me. i am still fit (i can walk talk see feel) and this feeling makes me think of people who are not as lucky as me. who have a distorted face, who are handicapped, i mean they must be lonely. not only lonely – they must face much more. i am so lucky. so are many of u above. crying is good. i have found that after i cry i feel much better. more calm. kids are good. at least u have someone whom u can call yours. u can trust will not leave you (well at least till they are graduate 
). then enjoy with whatever life gives – tears or smiles.
i guess i unloaded all that was in my heart. i now feel a little better. hope u people also felt better after bloging.
see you.
black jackal
I’m in my mid 30s, have no family, no spouse, no kids, no friends…and have been living in another country where I don’t even know anyone that well yet. It’s been 3 yrs here. I moved here for a girl I thought I was going to be with and then a job offer and she later dumped me after 2 months being here and I feel so out of place now because I have no way of going back to where I am from. Why is it so hard to meet people nowadays? Everyone meets people through internet and I hate spending so much time online. My life has become so depressing and this is all somewhat new to me because I’ve almost always been very joyful in life. But 3 yrs of depression is hard. I fight it almost daily. I work 8-5 and then have to come home and cook me dinner and by the time I am done doing things it is already time for me to go to bed. What a sad existence. Some days I just want to leave everything and start a life as a homeless person, I feel then I could meet people and my life would be a lot more exciting.
I really felt Like i was alone. Until got on this site. I have been without anyone for 2 lonnnggg years. Im almost 30 and I havent found anyone one that “Truly” loves me. I cry at night all the time because I’m so lonely. Sometime at work I catch myself in a daze just thinking what it might feel like for someone to love me and be smitten with me. The last guy I loved, hurt me to my soul. And it took me a long time to get over him. But I guess he taught me experince because, I will never be a fool like that again. Sometimes I think I’m still alil bitter. But I just want to be loved again. Is that so wrong?
Raphael, I’m more less in the same condition with you, I feel so lonely. I moved to another country for a job assignment. It’s been almost 2 months and I still haven’t got any friends to share things with. I work from 8 to 5, go home, cook dinner, onine and then sleep. Everyday I want to quit my job and ask to myself if the job worth my miserable loneliness. I could go home and stay with my family and friends, but to to work at home or at least closer to home, I’ll get 1/5 of what I make now. I still have dreams to achieve. Everyday I wake up feeling blue knowing that my day will be the same, alone. I wish I have somebody to sleep next to me, wake up in the morning and hug me. I have somebody very far away from me but he’s dealing with many problems right now, so I can’t bother him so much try to get an extra attention from him. I hope this is only transition phase, and I don’t have to deal with loneliness much longer.
Lonely..I feel lonely all the time. At school, at home,..and even when I go the bathroom, I just want to lock myself in and start crying. But I can’t, I feel so much depressed! I moved to America half-year ago, my family’s living in my grandpa’s house. Both of my parents are busy finding jobs, and they put so much pressure on me, they want me to be successful in school, I’m on my best but they told that i wasn’t. I don’t know what to do. My English isn’t good and nobody want to talk to me. Even the girl I like be frigid to me. Friends in my country don’t talk to me much like before, it’s also because we have different timezone. What should I do now? Suicide?? No, it’s not that bad but I feel these days are like living in hell.
I think it’s a bit cathartic to have a place where the lonely and sad can open up. I too deal with depression that seems to increased through periods of lonelines. I am not in relationship. I kind of have tendency to pick people that emotionally abandon me or just abandon me period. I try to stay strong because a young son and know that above all I have to find that sun shine within. I am temporarily am staying with my mom which as well is not healthly. She is very critical of what I do or fail to do which kills any internal motivation. I work hard, extremely hard because it’s the stability in my life. I have a few friends, not many. I find it hard to find committed friendships. I have one friend that just kind of comes in and goes out as it suits. It hurts. She cancel plans with no notice. I feel quite sad about this. I am so sorry to the many above in relationship pain. It does subside but only through time. In many ways life out of a relationship is safer but than you have to contend with loneliness….Even as a write this my mom empties food from her fridge because my food annoys her. I plan to leave but it’s a little tough to find a reasonable place in California wiht a pet. Sad to say I should be more hopeful since I am a Christian but it’s hard to still. I know God loves me and he is there but I feel generally lonely. There have been many days where I could have had a friend and I coudn’t call them. They won’t answer. It’s family time and I understand. Peace to all the lonely, depressed one’s….wish you brighter days.
reading all da “same-colored” comments n experiences of different persons here , i feel like i share dis space too….aftr meeting so many persons n frens, y do we feel lonely..? is it a temporary vacuum or jus our misfortune..?
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Anyone in Ottawa feeling by themselves wanting to make a freind? My name is Laurie Pepin and i’m feeling the exact same way… very lonely. My familly is far away and my only best freind moved to toronto… so i rarelly see her. If so add me on face book.
Greetings,
I feel lonely as does the OP. I just want to hug someone and be hugged; caress someone and be caressed; kiss someone and be kissed; hold someone and be held. Nothing sexual. The majority of the human populace socializes and talks about nonsensical, foolish, gossip-level, stupid things, and this is why it is so “hard” to talk with anyone. What you talk about and how you talk about can be to some degree a measure of one’s intelligence. Every once in a while there is a voice like “there is nobody out there for me,” but shaking this thought off is easy. The problem is that I have to wait for God to bring the right one along at the right time and right place, and so it is in a way a test of my patience. In such a weak area as this, having the patience is oh so very hard. =(
Sincerely,
Anonymous Coward
I am feeling lonely right now. I feel I have always been lonely. Sometimes I just wonder if it is worth being alive anymore. I am 32 years old now, never had a real relationship. I see how all my friends look at me with sympathy, but this sympathy just makes things a lot worse. I have tried many things, I have tried changing my way of thinking, but it is no use. Being alone cannot be interpreted other than being alone. Worst of all, I am not certain I will always live alone. I just know I am going to die alone. This notion just makes me find it hard to sleep, and the only way to sleep is to cry, just like some of you people are having.
i used to be very active and happy person couple of years ago. those were the good times and i used to be always around the friends.
but nowadays, i still do have many friends and i do hang around with them. but still i feel very much lonely. i think the reason i am feeling lonely is not having a best friend even though i do have many friends to hang around.
this loneyliness have occured me since i had broken relationship with my gf couple of years ago. I am sensible person. this is why the break up left a huge impact on my behaviours. after then, i had couple of relationship, but it could not last longer.
i think the unsuccessful relationship and the occurance of loneliness is the result of my break up with the long term gf, and it has got a strong link with the depression and unconfidence behaviour of mine.
now i am shattered person. I dont feel like real of me and i can not express my emotions and reason to other people. i have lost confidence.
but i have always stayed strong within myself. i know its hard and painful. but i have kept those things inside me. now i have become a person with the mixture of sadness and less happiness.
thank you
Meditate on it it helps you let go and experience more positive feelings. Realize we can always heal!
I feel lonely almost every day. I’m 18, I have a family and two friends, but even so, every night I cry myself to sleep becuse there’s no one there with me, to hold me, hug me or really talk to me… I have everything I need in my life, I dont need money, I have awesome parents, an awesome sister, I’ve reached so many of my goals… but I feel so lonely all the time, so sad… but I don’t know why. My last relationship… I was used like a tissue or something, for a year and I knew that at the end, I wasn’t really loved so… I stood up for myself and ended it, but I loved that person so much I even stayed as the other while that person was dating someone else… I lost my dignity and myself… now, I don’t think I’ll ever find love. I just want someone you know? Like in other comments I read, nothing sexual, just to hold my hand, walk next to me, share secrets with… just someone. At least, now, thanks to this, I know I’m not the only one feeling this way.
so many post on this just forget bout it buddy
I started getting lonely because i didnt have a girlfriend. So i spoke to my younger sister about it. I was surprised when she felt the same about not having a boyfriend. So we started going out everywhere together. Then something sweet happened. One night she asked me if i would let her get into my bed. Then she kissed me and ten we were making love together. Now we are lovers and now are no longer lonely. Because we’ve found love with each other. And the good sex is an additional bonus.
I felt lonely recently one night when our parents got my sister and myself a new appartment together. Then both our parents went away for a weeks holiday together. So when i started feeling lonely i just went into my sisters room and i sat on her bed and told her i was feeling lonely. She said i could get into bed with her if i wanted for the night. Now we are always sleeping together in the same bed. One night im in hers and the next shes in mine. Its an ideal situation and im no longer lonely. And now we are even sharing our sexual love for each other.
Thats great Steve that your Sister will let you make love with her, be sure to suck her pussy just right and she will always give it to you when you want it
I must admit I too am lonely and wish I had someone to make love to when I am alone. I live in eastern NC if any lonelay women need loving