He changed me

I've had 3 relationships that never worked out, one that lasted over two years. I was always cautious and responsible and thought my sex life was ok. Then, I met James. He just turned 30 and I knew he had been with lots of girls but I was immediatly attracted to him. He is cute, funny and has a terrific personality although sort of wild and fun loving. He finally asked me out and we went back to my apartment. For the first time in my life I had sex on the first date. He did things to me I never dreamed of and I had never had so many orgasms in one night. He was very rough with me but had me so aroused I never complained and was sort of in a daze. We started a little after midnight and had sex for several hours. We performed oral sex on each other and at one point without asking he had anal sex with me. I was shocked at first and had never had that done to me before but somehow he had me so much under his control I actually enjoyed it. Week after week, it seemed the sex got better and as rough as he was with me sometimes I was at his mercy. After a few months I found out he was still seeing other girls. I was upset about it at first and confronted him about it. I'm 22 and quess I expected him to be faithful to me. He didn't try to deny anything and told me he wasn't ready to settle down and loved to have sex and that I should chill and enjoy myself. I didn't want to loose him and continued to see him once or twice a week. The sex continued to be fantastic and even though his penis wasn't the largest I ever saw, he knew how to use it. One Friday night I went to his apartment and he must have forgotten he asked me to come over. When I got ther he was in bed with another girl who I knew but not well. I was going to leave right away but the two of them convinced me to stay and we had a few drinks. She was in a towel and James in his underware and somehow they talked me into having sex with the two of them. I was embarrassed by it at first but again did things I had never thought about. I seemed to constantley orgasm over the next hour or so. It was like a sexual frenzy and aside from getting and giving oral sex to James I also gave and received it from the other girl. Its not that I am actually bi sexual but it just happened. A few weeks later James had me come over and his brother was there. He asked me to have sex with the two of them and naturally I said no at first but James convinced me to try it. I have never been more satisfied in my life. What they did to me was like a porn film but I responded to everything and again seemed to have orgasms one after the other. At one point we stopped for an hour or so and James ordered a pizza. Afterwards the three of us had sex in the living room for another couple hours. Since then I have had a threesome with James and another girl 4 times and with another guy 6 times. Four of those times was with his brother but two times with his friend Hal. I know I must be considered a whore but I am having the time of my life and don't want to stop. I have no plans of looking for a relationship or even thinking about getting married. I know James and I won't last forever but for now I am well satisfied with him. Before I met him I had sex or thought I did but now I am in heaven everytime I'm with him. I had always been afraid to show my emotions to guys but James has changed me. He says if you wanna scream, scream and what ever we want we do. I have had intercouse in every position I ever could imagine and some that seem impossible. I've been humiliated at times but so turned on it didn't matter. Even with the other girls I have been satisfied just knowing how much it pleases James. He likes watching us use dildos and give oral sex to each other. The one girl I can tell is bi but the other I don't really think so. A short time ago I was timid, bashful and even introverted but now I am the opposite. I crave the sex and can't tell any of my other friends what I do or how much I like it. At my office I have to be prim and proper all the time and the people would never believe what I do even if they heard about it. They all think I am a nerd and perhaps I was.

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