Found the perfect mistress, but I’m still not happy

I have now been married for 8 years and the ideal sex life I once shared dried up after the first of our kids. I met a woman who used to date my best friend and hooked up with her on a couple of business trips. She is into kinky stuff and it was fun.

She decided that she really liked fucking me and MOVED to my hometown. She rented a tiny apartment, got a job as a waitress and just fucks me whenever I'm available. She invites me to drop by for blowjobs on the way to work (yes - she rented an apartment that is basically on my commute).

The bummer is that I really love my wife and although the sex is a great outlet, it is not a real solution. I'm trying to ween the mistress off me a bit (by dropping by a bit less) - knowing that she is going to meet someone who can treat her as more of an equal and less of a concubine.

The sex is the stuff of penthouse letters with the leather and ropes and anal play...we even tried electric sex with a TENS box and she gives blowjobs for foreplay - but at the end of the day it isn't that satisfying without the love. I'm glad that I found it out before I lost my wife.

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