Evil thoughts!

I have the worst thought ever going through my mind and I beg God to please take away this thought. The thought that crazes my mind is that i will be married off to my sister's boyfriend (they have been dating for 7 years and are almost a couple) and that my sister will die, and the family will force me to marry him since his family is already like a family to us. I know this stems from the fear that I won't be able to find a guy to get married to and this disaster would happen. I consider my sis's boyfriend as my lil brother and it hurts to even get this thought. But, I have tried and cannot get this thought out. Please, does anyone have a suggestion. I am dying inside at the thought of such an ill to my sister. Please, God, forgive me and bless me with pure thoughts.

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