as a child I went through the most extreme abuse whih entailed frightful humiliation and sadistic acts. I was also made to witness acts of extreme cruelty on animals and human beings and sometimes had to perform “taboo” acts such as cannibalism, neo nazi rituals and so on…
Some of it happened in chapels/churches and big houses. I was terrified and I am still terrified.
(Warning: Extreme Sexual Taboo Content - 18+ ONLY!)