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Cute Boy
I have a gf but one boy I been seeing on the bus I been getting interested in. A couple times he caught me looking at him. I have a craving to be with him naked and have sex but scared since he is a minor, … Read entire article »
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I Am Scared of Being Touched
Since I was 11 I had older guys and gals try to seduce me. A few times I had guys come into by bedroom and they would rub my genitals thru my briefs. I felt scared but it did not stop them from lowering my briefs and putting their mouths on my penis. I felt disgusted by them but was just to scared to stop them. … Read entire article »
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clarity
Here's the thing, I have problems with being close with people. Physically, and mentally. I always think they're going to hurt me or betray my trust, that I figured was because I was severely psychologically bullied as a child. The whole touching thing? I could never guess why. It just made no sense. I finally realized today, after watching a drama TV show where a character got raped, that I have a severe problem with even being too close to somebody against my will because I was sexually abused by my brother when I was little. Because of him, I started to eat more and get fat so I wouldn't be attractive. I think I'm scared of him. I'm scared of telling somebody, because then it will be real. I … Read entire article »
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Demons are real. Just.. might not be visable
For many years I closed my eyes and imagined but my hands never adjusted to not being able to hold a rifle... I often dream that I should be holding one..that is when I dream. Have you ever wondered what it would be like to hold someone's life in your hands? No, not like god.. like a human being. Those feelings deep down inside of you. Wanting to feel something besides pain; relief. There are lots of people who don't deserve to live and many that should have their lives taken, but have you ever had just that single thought that you could do it and feel total utopia.. I live in a world of pain that feels like it can only be cured by taking someones life. I feel the … Read entire article »
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married but want ex
hey i'm married nearly 3 years im 21 with 2 children aged 5 and 3 my eldest is my ex's child which he has barely seen my husband raises him as his own. don't get me wrong i love my husband dearly he is my rock my blue sky in rain, the best of the best, but my ex sents me flirty,dirty texts etc and has done for 18months now and has been married for a year at first i felt it was harmless fun not now it's went further he is in the army based in tern hill with his wife and step-son but has booked a flight to come and have sex with me, i want to firstly to feel in control, then to use it against him, … Read entire article »
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I am afraid to date.
Im scared to date. Recently i been asked out numerous times. I have even gone as far to stand men up because im just to scared to go. My ex bf Brian was totally abusive to me. Not as much physical as emotionally and sexually. He would assault me to the point that one time i tried to kill myself. He physically assautled me then so that I wouldnt. I know at that at that time i was extremely depressed and he loved that because he could just keep pushing me lower and lower. I ended up cuttin myself more than i ever have but those scars are nothing like the ones inside. So then i met a guy a few months later and he turns out to be totally … Read entire article »
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