i dont understand we were so close yet you decide you hate me now. because of one mistake. ive never done anything like this before so how can you judge one night on the three years that we have known each other? ill never tell you but not speaking to you is tearing me apart. The worst thing is youve decided to make my life hell now, noone will stand up for me and im not strong enough to stand up for myself. your ruining my life. … Read entire article »

When I was 2 years old I lost my nanny who was murdered by my father - a child rapist as she was trying to help my sister who was being raped by this jerk. I feel very guilty because I was the one who told her what was happening and begged her for help. I loved her more than anything and would do anything to get her back. She was very pretty, very nice to me and my siblings. She also sang in tune. It seems that I can't get over it for the time being. And now I hate my sister for having being so close to this jerk all her childhood up to now. … Read entire article »

i=my granny passed away recently and it really hit me hard, I'v kind of reverted and i barly talk at the moment, im sure i'll get out of it soon, but recently one of my friends has said that Im stiring, i dont see how i could be i'v barly been talking to anyone , let alone being bitchy. im really not a nasty person, not to blow my own trmpey, but i am nice. i buy the big issue, dont eat meet, always put mony in the collection boxes, go to church and i always talk to people who look sad or lonely. I'v never been a big talker so it cant be before either. im not perticullay assertive and i dont get angry, if i get angry all … Read entire article »