Archive for the ‘Depressed’ Category

taking my life

Wednesday, March 10th, 2010

i think at least daily about committing suicide after my baby is born and has safely entered the world. i know i won’t end up doing it, but just thinking about it makes me a little calmer and saner, and able to cope…
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Deep down I don’t love myself

Tuesday, March 9th, 2010

Deep down I don’t love myself but on the surface I do. It feels like hell criticizing my body everyday, my face everyday, not being able to look at pictures of myself. Im 18, on on the surface I know im skinny and pretty, but deep down i keep telling myself im not
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Why can’t I just belong?

Tuesday, January 19th, 2010

I don’t belong in this world. I feel like I’m missing something, like i’m not like everyone else. Like I was born in the wrong time, and/or the wrong place. I feel like, deep inside I know, I don’t belong. I often think of just wanting to die and finally have it over with. However, […]

I think I have depression.

Sunday, December 16th, 2007

I think I have depression, but no one has noticed yet.
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sex is nice but can you please hold my?

Saturday, December 8th, 2007

would it kill you to hold my hand in public?
im a girl i need to feel that you love me not just hear it
sometimes i feel like your in it just for the sex anymore
dont get me wrong its great but i need more then that
I have never loved someone this much i want to get […]

He’s good in bed but im not ready to have sex.

Friday, December 7th, 2007

i promised myself id wait
i feel like a skank
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My little girl died. and my family doesn’t know.

Thursday, December 6th, 2007

My family does not talk to me much, I did a lot of stupid things in the past. When we do talk, it is always in an arguement. 5 years ago my daughter died a few months after she was born, and subsequently my wife and I seperated because of this. To this day my […]

I feel

Wednesday, November 28th, 2007

so alone
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