Archive for the ‘Depressed’ Category

I wish I was dead

Tuesday, July 6th, 2010

I completely hate myself. I’m 32, have been depressed for over half my life and I really don’t think I can deal with it any more.
It feels as though the end is coming, as I have no energy left. I can’t deal with being the repulsive, disgusting, ugly, awkward, anxious, unlovable, emotionally fucked up mess […]

I just dont want it to happen

Tuesday, July 6th, 2010

Damn this world if those cops accuse me for something retrospective and accuses my dad for i have done it. while i go travel a week im scared that the cops will come and accuse my dad for something that is retrospective and something that i have done. i hope that the police isnt that […]

I’m so sad.

Tuesday, July 6th, 2010

I cry at least once a day. I hate every person on this earth. I feel like no one cares. I got raped when I was 7, and my parents called me a liar. they didnt want to believe that their “perfect son” was really a monster. They cant see the fear and pain in […]

taking my life

Wednesday, March 10th, 2010

i think at least daily about committing suicide after my baby is born and has safely entered the world. i know i won’t end up doing it, but just thinking about it makes me a little calmer and saner, and able to cope…
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Deep down I don’t love myself

Tuesday, March 9th, 2010

Deep down I don’t love myself but on the surface I do. It feels like hell criticizing my body everyday, my face everyday, not being able to look at pictures of myself. Im 18, on on the surface I know im skinny and pretty, but deep down i keep telling myself im not
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Why can’t I just belong?

Tuesday, January 19th, 2010

I don’t belong in this world. I feel like I’m missing something, like i’m not like everyone else. Like I was born in the wrong time, and/or the wrong place. I feel like, deep inside I know, I don’t belong. I often think of just wanting to die and finally have it over with. However, […]

I think I have depression.

Sunday, December 16th, 2007

I think I have depression, but no one has noticed yet.
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sex is nice but can you please hold my?

Saturday, December 8th, 2007

would it kill you to hold my hand in public?
im a girl i need to feel that you love me not just hear it
sometimes i feel like your in it just for the sex anymore
dont get me wrong its great but i need more then that
I have never loved someone this much i want to get […]


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