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bad habits
I have major body image issues/borderline eating disorder. I have had these issues since about 8th grade. I used to exercise all my calories away, and limit myself to 1000 calories or less a day. I lost 15 pounds in a short amount of time, and now that I have gained some back, I have developed a nasty habit of purging after I eat sometimes. I never binge eat, but I feel like a fatass when I snack or eat a large lunch or something. I am a skinny/normal sized girl and I don't even know why I do this, but I feel so accomplished after I purge. I am in college and it is hard to find time to purge in the shared bathrooms, but I still do it. I hate my body even though I know that in fact, I have a good body. I don't know how to get rid of these issues, but the way I see it, I would rather keep them than gain any weight.
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