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Bf and two lovers
I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 2 years, He cheated once psychically and emotionally. But what he doesn’t know is that I cheated on him with his worst enemy and one of my best friend’s sister’s boyfriend. No one knows about this and the guilt is so much to handle. Worst part, Im still having sex with his worst enemy and we really like each other. But I don’t want to break up with my boyfriend right now. What should I do?
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I’m sorry that you have to make hard decisions like this. I hope you find out what you really want, and then have the courage to do what is right for you and for other people.
I’m curious why you don’t want to break up with your current boyfriend. You have both cheated on each other so your relationship has already been emotionally compromised. You have been carrying the burden of guilt for the cheating as well. So there must be a good reason (or reasons) why you are not breaking up with your boyfriend. It doesn’t seem like you are staying because you want to repair your relationship with your current BF (because if you did you would stop cheating on him and be honest about it).
So really ask yourself, what is the reason you’re staying with your BF? Is it because you don’t want to be alone? Is it because you’ve been together for a long time and you have a history? Is it because you want to use your cheating as a payback for your BF’s cheating? if any of these are true, these are never good reasons to stay in a relationship, regardless of how much you love him. You have both emotionally “abused” your relationship… there is no trust on either side that I can see. How long do you think you can go on with all this on your shoulders?
Do what is right for you, what will clean out your closet. Get help, get counseling or therapy. especially because, from where I sit, you’re in a car that’s about to crash. Get yourself out before you and others around you get (more) hurt. Good luck.