There is always a but…

I love my wife, but I cheated on her. The thing is I don’t even feel that bad about it. If she ever found out it would damage her for life and I think it would totally end our marriage, and that scares me the most. I am now a cheating bastard and the only regret I have is being found out. I can totally justify everything I have done to myself but I don’t think that will matter.