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A secret I keep

January 14th, 2010 | Add a Comment

So far I have kept this secret from everyone for almost a year. The lady who lives in the aparment above me has a severe spinal condition. A older lady named Ginny has been coming to her apartment every few weeks for over three years to give her a massage. Ginny is an oder women probably in her late 40′s or early 50′s. She is attractive for her age and very sociable. My neighbor Anne always raved about her and said what a great massage she always got from her. She admitted to me one time that Ginny has had her sexually aroused many times and had orgasmed several times over the years. I found that stange but she told me Ginny gives her a full body massage from the neck down. I saw and spoke to Ginny many times and she always gave me a business card when I did. I was 24 at the time but had never had a real massage. My boyfriend would rub my back sometimes but I never had it done by a professional. It was almost two years ago now that I decided to have Ginny give me a massage. Afer she was finished with Anne she came down to my apartment. She had one of those fold up tables where your face is actually in an opening facing the floor. She gave me a wrap around to put on that was like a towel material It covered my breasts down to my mid thighs and when she did move it asround always kept my rear covered and never really exposed my privates or my breasts. She did tell me at the time that she gives Anne a full body and for that she is naked because the hot oil is used. I kept having her give me a massage every time she came for Anne but was to embarrassed to let her give me a full body massage like she did to Anne. It was still a great massage and I was more than satisfied with it. Ginny kept asking me if I wanted a “full Body’ which she called it but months went by and I was still leery about it probably thinking she was gay.
After she massaged me 6 times I finally did let her give me the full body. It was rather humiliating at the beginning but when she was done I knew why Anne liked it so much. I don’t think I was actually aroused by it the first time but it was the most soothing and relaxing thing I ever had done to me. She charged 55 dollars each time and it was well worth it. After the first few times I was no longer embarrassed being naked and soon began to get aroused by the way she touched me. She had the oil all over my body and didn’t finger me or anything but did rub my breasts and vagina at times. I could even feel her fingers brushing against my anus when I was laying on my stomach. Just the way she massaged my thighs was arousing but I always tried not to make it obvious. She would talk to me while doing all this and always said to tell her if I didn’t like something or didn’t want to be rubbed in a certain area. I was so at ease with her that I never complained about anything. Often she would say things like its common if I did get aroused and not to be embarrased or ashamed about it. Anne and I talked about how we like the massages and I did confess to Anne that it did arouse me. By this time I had orgasmed during the massage 4 or 5 times but didn’t admit that to Anne.
Seven months ago I went into the city for a weekend convention. My boss and two other people were with me from work. We went to the lobby bar after dinner and I saw Ginny getting on the elevator. We were sitting at a table with company clients and the one guy asked me if I knew her. Before I even said anything he blurted out “you know thats a guy right”. I was flabergasted and almost fell out of my chair. I then just said something about seeing him in my town a few times. He went on to tell me he new the guy years ago and still knows his x-wife. I asked him if he was gay and he said no but that he likes wearing womens clothes. He also told me his name was Glenn _______.
I got back home Sunday afternoon and was still in disbelief about it. I couldn’t believe I was fooled so much. I was going to tell Anne but decided not to right away. Ginny was supposed to come again the following week and I wasn’t sure how to handle it or whether to just smack her or him. The more I thought about it during the week the less angry I was and it got me thinking how much I had enjoyed it. Even though I thought he might be a pervert I still liked what he did to me and decided not to tell Anne about it. The following Thursday evening arrived and Ginny, I mean Glenn, was up with Anne. When he came down to my apartment I just put on the wrap and let him give me a ful body massage. I never said anything about knowing he was a guy and just let him rub my whole body. I guess because I knew he was a guy it made me even more aroused and I couldn’t help having an orgasm. As many times as I tried not to react before this time I openly climaxed in front of him. I even asked him to do it again which he did by massaging my vagina and anus. He didn’t penetrate me but I orgasmed a second time. I almost called him Glenn once but stopped myself. He comes once a month since then and I orgasm every time and a few months ago began letting him finger me as he does it. I never told Anne and probably never will. I want to ask Anne if he fingers her but am afaid to. I still call him Ginny and never say anything that would make him know that I found out he is a male. My boyfriend knows I get this done each month but has only seen Ginny one time. I wouldn’t dare tell him Ginny is a man and apperance wise no one would ever know. He even met my mother twice over the last year or so and my mother thought he was attractive. I think he lives in the city but am afraid to ask anymore questions about him. The client who recognized him that night did mention that Glenn was an accountant. Can you imagine the reponse I would have gotten if I told them he gave me massages. Thank heaven the client spoke before I had a chance to otherwise I might have said something like that. My boss was sitting there and I can’t imagine how awkward it could have been.