You’re leaving…
You’re the only person i really trust in this universe…but leaving in a year. There’s no changing that fact. You always tell me not to worry about the future, that these things fall into place…but you just don’t know what i feel. 12 months may seem like a long time for you, but as early as now, I’m killing myself trying to find the perfect words to tell you how i feel before you leave me forever.
But a part of me just KNOWS that on that day, I’ll completely forget everything i planned and screw up completely. Im scared…very scared. And you can tell, because you always ask me what’s wrong…im sorry that i never tell you, and it’s because im such a coward. I don’t want to lose you even before you’re gone.
