married but want ex
hey i’m married nearly 3 years im 21 with 2 children aged 5 and 3 my eldest is my ex’s child which he has barely seen my husband raises him as his own. don’t get me wrong i love my husband dearly he is my rock my blue sky in rain, the best of the best, but my ex sents me flirty,dirty texts etc and has done for 18months now and has been married for a year at first i felt it was harmless fun not now it’s went further he is in the army based in tern hill with his wife and step-son but has booked a flight to come and have sex with me, i want to firstly to feel in control, then to use it against him, then to feel like he still loves me, to get him to acknowledge his son, to feel power over his wife etc but he wants to have sex with me without protection to get me pregnant again, i want another child but hubby had the snip 2 years ago and dont have the money to reverse it, i really have lost all sense of choice and i am scared that if i say no he’ll throw a fit take what he wants any way or refuse to see his son ever again or pay his maintenance etc aarggggh
