Subtle Confessions

I just found out someone’s secret…without her wanting me to or her knowledge of it. I feel bad about the way I found out. I shouldn’t have done what I did. I just feel horrible. I shouldn’t have been sticking my nose where it didn’t belong. I just wanted to know more. So,I snooped. I know it’s wrong, but I couldn’t help it. I know I shouldn’t have done it, but I did. I’m not trying to justify my actions. I know I was wrong. I just didn’t think that this would be what I found out. I wasn’t expecting that. I looked into her private business without her wanting me to. I just feel like such a horrible person. I shouldn’t have done it. I feel so guilty about it. I betrayed her tust, privacy even if she never finds out, I betrayed her, and that’s what gets me. I can’t believe I did what I did. I just don’t know what to do now. I can’t tell said person because she is one of those people who would say I was only telling her to relieve my own guilt and in turn hurting her. It would be for no one’s benefit but my own. She would say that it’s better of not telling her that my living with the guilt is punishment enough. But the problem with that is I’m a coward and I can’t take the guilt. I just need to put this out there. I need to get it off my chest. I need to just admit that I did it. I can’t keep it bottled in. I’m just not strong enough. For that reason, I’m posting an anonymous confession. I’m weak…I’m a coward…I just can’t deal with not saying anything.

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